something behind that smile

getting to know certain stuffs make me feels that i'm really fortunate
all my family members and loved ones are around
i thank god for all this.

i don't know what's going on with me, i'm getting more and more moody each day
i'm so disappointed in you, you and YOU!
i used to think that i'm strong and i can accept changes
but i realise they're all crap!
come to think of it, i'm jus a stupid foolish idiotic girl!